tuesdays thoughts.

how do you know if youre good enough? or if you might just have bad luck, or maybe just bad timing? how do you know if youre skill, personality or essence may be even better than required or exceed others around you, yet, you still dont feel good enough? what would you do if you always felt shut down, looked over or underestimated? how do you prove yourself to others or society? what would be your motivation? how would you move on? or deal with this shot of confidence? what if you really arent good enough? how do others percieve your actions? maybe they think youre too good. too good to be affected. yet, everything affects you in some way. yet, what if you try to cover up and pretend it doesnt affect you? would it affect you more? how would you move on when it seems like you cant? what if it was all you knew? all you were familiar with? what if, you didnt have anyone or anything to teach you better? what if you couldnt help it? how would you change?